What an incredible memoir. I am still trying to find the right words to describe the masterpiece which is When Breath Becomes Air. Paul Kalanithi writes in such a poetic prose, that you won't realise what you are reading is a book about navigating the meaning of life.
I have been wanting to read this book for a while (basically since its release). Each time I saw it in a book shop I would be reminded of my want to read it but somehow become distracted and forget to buy it. This month, however, I read books which all had a blue cover (not on purpose) and I didn't have any non-fiction books with a blue cover to read. I reached out to a close friend, and he recommended and lent me this book. My level of excitement was through the roof that I almost immediately started reading it once it was hand delivered to my place (pre-lockdown in Sydney).
The book is separated into two main sections: In Perfect Health I Begin and Cease Not to Death. The two sections are both focussed on Kalanithi's search for the meaning of life and death in his profession as a doctor and then as patient. In the first part, Kalanithi focuses on his journey to understanding life and its meaning along with why his decision to become a doctor, specifically a neurosurgeon was the best option for him to fulfil his purpose. The second part is a focus on Kalanithi as a patient, choosing treatment and therapy options which allowed him to still pursue his dream of practicing as a neurosurgeon until he knew his body would be unable to go on.
Kalanithi's writing is something to be admired, treasured and cherished. "You can't ever reach perfection, but you believe in an asymptote toward which you are ceaselessly striving." Thoughtful, inspiring and impactful quotes such as this one are one of many that help the reader understand how to live a rich, deep and meaningful life.
Throughout, Kalanithi incorporates words from literary greats such as T.S. Elliott without detailing their purpose, however it is extremely clear in the context. Given Kalanithi's initial education was in literature, it was enjoyable to see epigraphs and quotes included throughout this read.
I held back tears for the majority of the second half which focused on Kalanithi as the patient, but once I got to the epilogue written by his wife, my emotions bested me.
After losing her husband, Lucy Kalanithi completed his works and writing and ensuring publication of his manuscript which we now know as When Breath Becomes Air. She focused on her late husbands work, passions and experience. We were also able to obtain an understanding what Kalanithi was like as a husband and father, not just a doctor and patient.
Sometimes we don't have to go out and find a new book to read, the book we need finds us. And man, did I need this book. Currently in the midst of deciding some future study and career options, this book was like a breath of fresh air which made me consider some of life's momentous questions.
My admiration for this doctor who even in the worst of his health, had an extreme focus on his patients and work is astounding. Focussing his own treatment options and physical therapy with the goal to return to neurosurgery, Kalanithi demonstrated a rare and unique trait which cannot be taught or learned. I cannot find the words to describe his act of humanity.
This book goes into my list of most memorable reads, leaving a lasting impact on me personally and professionally. I feel privileged to have had the opportunity to read When Breath Becomes Air. I would 1,000% - yes 1,000% - recommend everyone to read the incredible words of Paul Kalanithi.
PS. I am still crying internally.
Completed on: 28th June 2021
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